The journey

Freak ....

Currently I am a little freaked out because nothing seems to be working according to this plan that I have made in my little head. And that scares me alot on the one hand because it is a pattern that has been created over many years, that everything needs to have a plan. But then again, on the other hand it does have a certain ring of true freedom as this allows life to flow.

So now what ...

I quit my job, which I would have done anyway, to pursue my true path of healing. My intention was to take a trip to Cyprus and there I was meant to learn alot of new things and have some much needed time off ..

Now the trip has been put on hold .... grrrrrrrr .......... on one hand it freaks me out because everything was centred around this and now I have no idea what is coming next. But on the other hand, deep down inside, I have this feeling that I am not alone and that I will be supported immensely going forward. I just need to relax, take some time off and see what happens. The problem is that the mind needs to have a plan ... so my mind is going a little busy right now coming up with solutions and that is all fine and well - because that is what the mind is meant to be doing. I also have a feeling that this is part of some type of training on trusting my intuition and letting it guide me on what to do next - so I truly and really just need to let go and follow my instinct. So lets see where this goes to... I have so many questions - but have no idea where to begin... for now though, I guess the goal is to just allow. To let life flow and to keep an open mind.

mmmmmm ... what to do, what to do ....

Nothing .. do nothing...unless I am inspired to do something ... that is all ...